is everything peachy now? sure. whatever. that's the kind of mood i've been in for awhile. whatever. the kind where you just don't care anymore. things just seem blurred. just need more time to think things through a little bit. then i'll talk. i dunno who. just need someone to vent on.

nia

blah.

i hate staying inside all day. but whatever. chris is back. that was fun. it's good to see him again. we talked, like old times. got in so much trouble but it was so worth it. wait til zack gets back. then everything is gonna be peachy. i didn't do anything today, so i'm gonna go to lil's for dinner. yum. burgers and pizza.

nia 

time for an update.

so how was everybody's 4th of July? mine? umm... ok. it's nice to walk out and watch the fireworks at the same time. me and my cousin got there right in time for the finale. it was cool i guess. then headed back to the house. walked like 2 miles and went up and over a bridge which was cool. it was a nice night. stayed up til about 3 talking to my cousin. then woke up at around 12... that was nice. went to the park. then went home. i had to mow the lawn and edge. not cool. not cool at all. then took a shower. then called lily. then lindsey. then chris. it was awesome talking to him again. man, i miss him a lot.only two more weeks...

trying to pull an all niter again. this time it's with lindsey and chris. getting a little sleep though. i'm about to go head outside to the park so i'll update this thing later. tutalu.

nia

i updated my blog so i might as well update this. well, there's absolutely nothing to update about. oh yeah, i'm pissed because we're not going to manteca waterslides today because my cousin doesn't feel well. barbara streisand. i'm probably gonna end up playing video games all day, which isn't a bad thing. haha. i have no idea what we're doing for the 4th of July. probably Lake Tahoe again. but that's cool because i love it there. a place where you can get away from it all. Lake Tahoe has breath taking views. the lake and the mountains. man, it's gorgeous. ultimate thinking spot. the stars are as bright as ever over there... ok, gonna stop myself now. haha. well i guess i'm gonna go now. 18 more days.

nia

ok ok ok.

getting a little creeped out here... but yeah. so how's everyone summer goin? mine is about to go down the drain because all the people i hang out with are gone. well for now. zack left yesterday but i got to hang out with him on monday with vona. good times. we smeared foundation all over his face and put lip gloss on him... haha. it was hil-fricken-larious. now lily's going to pismo for 10 days and i have no idea what i'm gonna do without her. but she'll be back before i know it. but by the time july 20th rolls along, everything will be... i dunno. i don't know how to explain how i'm gonna feel when that day finally comes. it feels like friggin forever. chris coming back is going to be so awesome. then 6 days later, zack is gonna be back and he's gonna throw a part-ay! whoo! can't wait. i really can't.

well anyways... went to lil's house yesterday. we swam and then ant came over and we ate some lumpia and watched Win A Date With Tad Hamilton. then dropped him off and headed off to Galaxy to see Mean Girls. it was me, lil, ant, casey, emma, danny, jessica, and brian. good movie. then went back to lil's place and waited to get picked up. yeup. spent the day as a vacavillian.

until next time...

nia